Longest relationship: almost 2 years. phew!!
-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you that they loved you? all of them really.
-How many of them meant it when they said they loved you? thinking back i would say only about 2 of them. they are quick to love me but when it counts the most they tended to be non-existent. weirdness from males and females.
-Have you ever thought you were going to marry the person you were with? yes but i was very young and nieve.
-Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt? the love i have for ayden is that way.
-Have you ever made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? all the time, my exes have tended to be whiney clingers...that goes for the boys too.
-Are you happier single or in a relationship? i'm very content being alone...but i always have a love interest. especially now, wow...my phone book is full. lolz
-Have you ever been cheated on? yea, it was a bullshit excuse too. to this day she won't admit, i broke up with her. oh the mono days.
-Have you ever had your heart broken? couple of times.
-Have you ever broken someone's heart? i've been called the lady.killer haha, but also the guy.killer. :P
-Talk to any of your ex's? yes, am friends with three of them. the rest got all weird or "aren't allowed to talk to me" funny how i'm threatening STILL.
-Think any of your ex's still feel the same way they did about you while you were together? definitely. some choose not to talk to me because it hurts too much or they obsess and become stalkers. wtf right?
-Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend/girlfriend? very much so, i give what i can and it doesn't matter to me. i like to see them happy.
Ever dated someone that wasn't good to you? my last ex...calling me the crazy one yet he has major issues and some mid-life crisis. still won't leave me alone too. haha bitch.
-Have you been in an abusive relationship? it started with emotional, and it ends there. i belong to no one.
-Have you dated someone older than you? wayyy older because i thought it would've been better. BIG MISTAKE. he has the persona of a teenage boy. yuck.
-Dated someone younger than you? once. that too was, interesting.
-Do you regret anything that you have or haven't done with a boyfriend/girlfriend? dating joel, what a fukken mistake he is.
-Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? nope. i used to be way nice but now i'm all about protecting myself. everybody gets one.
-Believe in love at first sight? yeah [8
-Ever dated two people at once? all the time, i'm polyamorous.
-Ever been given an engagement ring? haha yea, i gave it back to her when we broke up. why do i need a reminder of failure?
-Ever stolen someone’s boyfriend/girlfriend? i wouldn't say steal, they came begging for me.
-Ever liked someone else's boyfriend/girlfriend? yezzz.
-Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds? yea it hurts way bad, but you move on and learn a thing or two.
LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Birth Date: april 20th, 1987 [year of the rabbit!]
Current Location: slc, utah
Hair Color: blue!!!
Righty/Lefty: dominantly right, but can use both.
LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
Your fear: nothing.
Your dream of the perfect date: dinner on a coast somewhere, the sun coming down...lots of cuddling at a beach, great music and maybe ending with me spinning and having friends come by after. if you are with me, i have tons of friends and they are just as important!
Goal you'd like to achieve: music!!!...dj-ing...get into a club, tour, the lovely musician dream. as well as open my own label. continue my education to a phd level. i would also like to be a philosophy teacher when i'm older...when the noize calms down. hehe
LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: where is my shirt? lolz
Your best physical feature: eyes. have been told they are enchanting and the best ever. heehee
Your bed time: whenever! i sleep randomly now.
Your most missed memory: josh. around halloween is when we started becoming bestie type o friends. halloween time is our time. me and the l33tz go all out for this holiday, just wish he was here. x:
LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi!
McDonald's or Burger King: fukk mcdonalds. burger king! and they have a veggie burger :D
Adidas or Nike: adidas.
Chocolate or Vanilla: depends.
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappucino! but i'm a tea lover.
LAYER 5: DO YOU.
Smoke: cigarattes are very rare. i do like a clove sometimes. and mary jane is one of my best friends, it's my RIGHT! lolz
Cuss: hella fukken my mouth should be washed with soap, so my mom says.
Take showers: yes but with others is much better!
Like(d) school: very much so. i was always advanced in literature...and graduated early from high skool. i'm at the uni now, talk about nerd power...that's me!!! im always reading.
Believe what goes around comes around: Karma is REAL. *AGREED*
Believe everything happens for a reason: some aspects in your life are just put in the stars. it's up to you to do something with it.
LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Gone to the mall: not in awhile. im getting into making my own clothes.
Been on stage: yea!!! the dj irene rave...i was dancing but then we got kicked off since my friends and i have mohawks and aren't dumb xtc hoes.
Eaten sushi: SO MUCH and as much as i can when i have the $. i'm what they called "experienced"..haha. lately it seems like a trend for the scenesters. fukk your scene, i make my own! lalala
Been hurt: yea, such episodes haunt me still.
Dyed your hair: yes, sunday actually. i loved the purple but the blue is my fave.
LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.
Played a stripping game: yea but then i got bored and made the party in my room. HAHA
Kissed the same sex: all ze time.
Got beaten up: nope. i'm "intimidating" especially to guys. tahah
Changed who you were to fit in: NEVER. i've always been that "weird one" anywhere i went.
LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.
Age you're hoping to be married by: there is one person i would, yet the marriage labeling and stigma that comes with it is annoying. plus being poly, this person would be the uberest. [;
Number of kids you're planning on having: if i do, not till i'm 30. who knows! dear trent reznor, let me at least have some sperm. HAHA
LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye color: any, but dark features and bright eyes are a thing for me.
Best hair color: BLUEEE!! [; ah, dark hair plz.
Short or long hair: i usually like femme ladies, and doesn't matter on guys. yet something to pull on is nice.
Fat or fit: i've dated people of all types but i would prefer someone who is just fit and can keep up with me. i have a lot of energy and stamina. ahaha
Fun or serious: fun! there is a time to be serious though, that is for sure. i dislike people who blow their own egos or are "too ____ of something". fukken smile already!
LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 MINUTE AGO: reading an article about the space exhibition here.
1 HOUR AGO: in math, eating a sandwich/
1 WEEK AGO: talking with my new friend, braun.
1 YEAR AGO: going to skool and being sickish as hell but trying to play it cool.
LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I FEEL: happy.
I HATE: liars and posers.
I HIDE: my emotions.
I NEED: the real people in my life!
I LOVE: my family, friends, lovers, animals, the world, MUSIC.
What is a food that you'd hate to be allergic to? not allergic to anything, but meat makes me sick as hell now. bleh!
What color was the last towel you used? a mix, it's of the rock. haha
Would you prefer to date someone taller, shorter, or the same height as you? i love tall guys, and as for girls...im always the taller one. haha
When was the last time your nose bled? it has been years, thx the stars. as a child my nose bled for hours.
How old are you turning this year? 22 going on 23 for the new year.
What is your favorite thing to snack on while watching a movie? chips and dip!!!! and candy.
Swimming pool or hot tub? neither, the OCEAN!
Can you swim well? very much so. i'm a damn fish now.
What body part do you wash first in the shower?: my chest
Who would you allow to read your thoughts for one day?: ayden because we already know how we are anyway. haha
What kind of first impression do you think you make? intimidating or very cute, alluring, i suppose!
Name your last reason for using a camera? sending pics to my txt buddies or at the clubs.
What are you excited about? getting this job at the U, turntables, getting enough sleep, seeing those hottiessss. hahaha
Seven days from now, will you be in a relationship? yeazzz.
Are you a happy person? very much so!
When was the last time you laughed really hard & why? sunday nite/monday morning...at pearl and marty's. drunken topless fun. hahah
What are you wearing? kmfdm shirt, combat boots, black shorts, boxer briefs and my bracelets! oh yea and all black. :D
What do you want? more music gear and my loves.
Did you enjoy your weekend? very much so. i love my friends and especially rawkin the club like usual. as well as seeing ares. *drools*
Do you regret anything you've done recently? naw!
Is there anybody you wish you could see? yezzzz...*sparkley eyes at him*
Have you ever kissed anyone with a name that starts with J or M? yes and yes!
How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? maybe like 3. the majority of men are pricks and not worth my time. that sounds like ayden, ahaha.
Do you think you’ll be married in 10 years? uhHh, i dunno.
What makes you mad most about girls? JEALOUSY games.
Have you ever been given roses? yea but i dislike receiving them. art plz?
Do you even like getting flowers? no, i appreciate them in nature.
What's your favorite flowers? lotus.
Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now? of course, i have a very stable primary relationship. as the others, it depends.
Does it bother you when your friends bring up your past mistakes? sometimes, i like to keep onto the future.
Can you be your complete self around the person you like? yesss..i just release my charm more though.
Whose the first person you texted today? tobechi.
Would you move to another state to be with the person you loved? maybe, but we would both need plans. anyway, she is moving here for me when she finishes skool :D
What did the last IM to make you smile say? my email buddy and how he loves my pics.
Do you ever get a text saying good morning? all the time, my morning birds are always up.
Last movie you watched and who did you watch it with? i watched some japanese movie with pearl and marty. it was hella bad ass. oh how i love japan!
How's the weather today? hot when yer hiking around. haha
Where is the person you need most right now? prolly in skool too.
What color are your eyes? brown!
Do you like poptarts? the smore flavah!
Where will you be 12 hours from now? i dont even know, im more spontaneous than ever.
Is it easy for others to make you feel intimidated? HELL NO. lolz
Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow? not sure, and prolly get a lil dressed up for the club.
Where's your girlfriend/boyfriend at? skool or working. she's just as busy as me, i love itt though.
Are you on a desktop or laptop? on the campus desktops.
Does anyone hate you for no reason? probably..exes or ex-friends. funny because they are dying to be my friend or in my life somehow.
Can you make yourself cry? ehh
What are you planning to do today? finish homework, workout, maybe go out on a date. i got hella numbers this weekend [;
Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? nein. i like who i have become.
What are your favorite colors? black, purple, blue
Where did you get the underwear you are wearing right now? target? lolz they.re old.
Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an R? yezz
Have you ever passed out? haha yea when i used to be an uber lush.
Are you easily confused? nein!
Do you think you would make a good wife/husband? of course.
What's your favorite kind of ice cream? cookies n cream or cookie dough!
Do you like coffee? not so much
Do you like summer? sometimes only when i wanna swim all day
Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap? fukk no, what a waste.
Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color? haha no. i have black hair NATURALLY. waa goth kids waa :P
What color are your socks? black
Where were you at 8am this morning? making tea.
Do you fall for people easily? sometimes.
Everything happens for a reason? no matter what, you learn something.
Have you ever dated someone more than once? haha yea, hence why i say once chance is it.
Who have you texted in the last 24 hours? too many to name.
Last thing you got in the mail? letter from john. <3
What is your current crave? pizzaaa with gouda and artichoke hearts!
Do you find members of the preferred sex confusing? everyone is just as confusing. lolz
What are you listening to right now? die form!
How has the week been? pretty fabulous actually...just hope to get some sleep in.
Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't? naw
What are your biggest turn offs? cockiness, selfishness, over jealous and possessive people, druggies, laziness, ignorance
Favorite drink? water.
Last person to say 'I love you' to you? ayden and melissa
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? prolly not, he's my bitch i told him. HAHA
What's your favorite color gummy bear? redT!
What is the nicest part of the opposite sex: that i can have the guy mentality with them.
to look at: eyes and smile.
Have you ever run into a dishwasher? nopes!
Ever had a song sung about/for you? haha yeaaa and many poems.
Is there a baby in the room with you right now? nopez.
Do you know how to dance? oh don't you try and battle me on the dance floor. bring ittt.
Where do you sing the most, in the car, the shower or other? the car and shower,
What is your favorite thing that is green? chronic. HAHA
What did your last text message say? "hey babe you still wanna get together this week to help with my portfolio?" yay mini shoot this week.
What is the way to your heart? intelligence, alt looking people.
What do you smell like? manly: aqua de gio. girly: lavender
What's in your pocket? Right now? ipod nano [that i won! haha] and my fone n some gum.
Anything in your mouth? gum!
Ever hurt yourself playing Wii? noz
Do you have freckles? no way
How many languages can you say "Hello" in? 5 :D
What's the last movie you saw in the theater? INGLORIOUS BASTERDS! <3 i have an ss fetish and no i'm not a nazi for the 3927498739273 time. xD
Ever jumped/fallen/been pushed in a pool with your clothes on? noz
Are you wearing any clothes that you wore yesterday? nope!
Name a song that you know all the words to? all NIN. kthx :D
What's the last thing you watched on TV? robot chicken.
What's the last video game you played? i get laid in life. LOLZ
Can you do the alphabet in sign language? some of it.
Do you wear glasses? nooo
What can you hear right now? L7
Did you feel better or worse or the same yesterday? the same!
What was your favorite childhood show? lolz too many and i still watch em.
Are you close to your siblings? with my sister yez.
Do you bite your nails? not anymore
Do you like your feet? meh not into feet at all
Do you sleep well at night? better than earlier in the summer. hooray.
music: freak magnet [x] L7